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As drunk last nite…wake up so late today..

And prepared well for the job later on..with sparkling eyes and body! as requested…Its a job that work in a club…Hood at LKF nearby Kee Club…actually its a club that not too big..but have hot gals and boys there! Tonite is the topic as "at the beach" …some sexy gals wear bikini!! wowwww…..cool…many models tonite! cos its the event held with my model agency…

Before going to work…my agency’s connector, Elainena…as my friend also now asked me to go to Hei Hei with her first…its so embarrassed that need to tell Anne Jei and DrewDrew…i go to Hei Hei bcos of work…and they promised me not to tell my Dad…haaa…good!

Thats not much people in Hei Hei when i had arrived…bcos its the function held by Milk magazine…that invited a DJ there! and surprisingly met Tommy and his friends there again…as yesterday at Basement also ^__^… so that we can play 15 20 to kill time there…heeee

Time to go to Hood! I was quite excited actually…cos its my first time to do the job without any partners…i need to rise the peoples’ emotion by my own! Let the atmosphere hot and crazy! Thats quite hard to do it only by oneself! Feel stressed when i was doing my first round!

Not too bad..the feedback was just ok that no one hate me when i was on stage….but not too hot though…maybe it needs time for people to warm up!

And then the next round i get on stage..much better! people are laughing with me and play the game with me…that is….a game that i pull the wine into their mouth!! That sometimes i did joke them…pulling the wine onto their face or head! but they quite enjoy of it! hahaa…funny job that can fool people!

Most difficult task is that pulling some coloured wine jelly through the pipe into their mouth…use a lot of hands’ strength to pull it…but funny to make it all around on their face! Red and purple!

As people shouted out to request "it’s yr turn! it’s yr turn!"…okok…i pull the wine into my mouth by my own…they were clapping hands and shouted out loudly! Yeah!! thats what i really want to have! Hot and high atmosphere here are! Lastly i dance on the stage with them..and they all rising hands towards me and dance with me! So coolllll…specially the Dj always playing the song of Black eyed peas…YOYO!!! and the song Hollaback Gal! thats my favourite song!

Finally done my work! The club’s boss really like my performance tonite…he repeated and repeated to say thank you to me…i was so proud of that..and then we keep on playing there…bcos i called Anabelle to join me…and she is with Joe…and the guys i met before through the PCCW casting…playing with them and drink crazily together…happy to see C Lam and Ching Wai also! So great!!

And i met some new friends there too that are Elainena’s friends..those guys are funny and crazy! They like to put their hands on my face and rub it! =___=””’ "My makeup!!!" i always cried out that! But its not meaningful to them of course! Drunk men…. but they really act funny! ^O^ Joyful to being with them…many jokes!

And then we moved to Moosh….Met Chung Hei there that he gave me a big hug! =.=””’ drunk man again! Boys there are more then gals…so that we were easily becomes a hot chic there! Boys are dancing around us when we just arrived! But i just ignored them when they talk to me…even though some are handsome…umum….

At last was so tired that have a sit and talk with them…o….they are stylists actually….and worked at Hair….in festival walk….thats sponsored Miss HK!! They know Shan! haahaaa…He is the one who make Shan’s hair style! What a small small world! ^___^

Nice to meet u….Mr. Crazy ("Mr. on 9" in other words of mine!) Kell Kell~~~

Today have a casting of PCCW…its a tough task for all of us…

Many sentenses that we need to remember and speak it in front of crowds but also concentrated to find the camera that turning on the red light! TOUGH TOUGH…no one can go through it cos its really a short time for us to prepare..

But its fun to have the next task…that only playing a drama in front of the camera…we guys were speaking something else out of the paper they gave me..So much fun to have that challenges..

And then we started to know each other..and had a tea time together…talked and talked and exchanged the phone number in order to go out together somedays later..met Fanny today…she is my Sec classmate..and she is now my working partner as she is working in an agency now…her baby is so cute that i saw it in her phone…so admired her that has a good family life!

Its already 7pm after the gathering….I get prepared at home and go out again!its a friends gathering dinner with my buddy Chi Ho the toy ^___^ and firends….Korean BBQ that we ate a lot!CRAZY….after that…of course we guys go to Basement la!!haaaaa

We guys play Black Jack first that i drank a lot! They evil!!! hate u…Ah Dee..u let me drink a lot!shit man..Good that i win a lot at 15 20 later! WAKAKAKAKKAKA…this is a nite that i played until 7 at the morning! =____=””’

Fun time to play with Sam Sam ….and good that to see Nicole! You still look gorgeous after u gave birth to the baby! My sweetieeeeeee!!!!

Today is a hard working day for me..

Arrived at 11am @Cheung Kwan O Next Media Building…take photos for Apple Daily again.. its absolutely a long travel’s work!

This is my first time to meet this reporter…but surprisingly he is one of my fans!!Wakakakakakaka…really funny,man! He keeps the magazine that i was the cover gal in his book shelf…and told me that he has been waited for a long time to find me to take pics for him!So happy to hear that i still have a market :p

It’s a wonderful time to work with them…the photographer is the one i co-operated with him many times before..thats why we finished works so quickly that within an hour..hehe….so that i can find the reporters in the office then!

I was playing around with them in the studio…like the old days…we played crazily like in hell…hahahahaaaa…really cant tell….but its DAMN CRAZY!!and i found one of their computer still have my wallpaper! haaa…so many fans that i have! YukYuk~~~~

I had lunch with Dragon Gor Gor and the "godfather"…it’s a precious time for me…we have already a long time not gathering together..they are still about the same…good then!

After that..i was hurry to the office in North Point..that started my first day to have my partime new job! I work for a Law Firm from now on every Tue and Thru from 2:30 to 6:30pm…its good to kill time…and can meet my old friends there…my boss is my friend actually..so that we can work and gossip at the same time…haaa

Time past so fast and finally get back home! tiredddddd..but played msn till late nite…and i changed my cell’s song! its Black eyed peas!!!haaaa…so…u guys better call me more…and u can enjoy that!

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甜蜜的折磨   徐若瑄

請不要再繼續給我 太多餘的關心
我怕我快要情不自禁 

既然不能在一起 請你別再靠近 我怕我控制不著貪心
你甜蜜的折磨 把我的靈魂偷走

在我用心過後 常常一個人做惡夢 

你甜蜜的折磨 沒想過會這麼痛*

請消失在我的地球 別讓我站在雲上頭 突然落空

請不要再繼續想我 我怕會捨不得你

今天的我異常地冷靜

以為自己很聰明 可以控制情緒 發現你已佔滿了空氣
你甜蜜的折磨 把我的靈魂偷走

在我用心過後 常常一個人做惡夢 

你甜蜜的折磨 沒想過會這麼痛

沒有開始沒有分手 沒有愛你沒有愛我
你說最好能 只當朋友 這樣感情會更長久 

而你卻不懂 我已深深地愛上你 

愈靠近你 愈看見你愈痛

你甜蜜的折磨 把我的靈魂偷走 

在我用心過後 常常一個人做惡夢
你甜蜜的折磨 沒想過會這麼痛 請消失在我的地球
真的不願這麼說: 把我忘了…..

It’s a drinking nite with Mr. Kam and Ah Fi in LKF…

Good talk with them..

And then we guys went to 21/F to continue the drink..

I saw Ah So of Gary Gor Gor there….

She is really pretty and attractive..Japan and Korea mix!

Nice and hot!! keep on kissing with Gor Gor in front of us..

So sweet!!

Specially i am fighting with Ernest again…

Feeling so weird to watch that..umummm

Lastly I requested to drunk…:) forced them to win me and let me drink it all..

Playing Fat Choi with Sammy..

Its a good way to kill myself!! heeeee^.^

Finally drunk at 7am…..nearly finished the whole bottle of Johnnie Walker by myself..

Time to back home then!!

First time to work and play at the same time! So cool..

Today i worked for Apple Daily..as model for some swimming stuffs..Ernest drove me there and we spent a day in Shek O..thats the first time we spent a Sunday together with the healthy activity…I did treasure that! ^___^

We played cards and had a sunbath together…I look like bun bun now! shitttt..But fun time we had shared!

Reporters and photographers are in holiday mood also…we play always…more then working! haha…and we got a cool snap shot as all gals smoking on the floating dock…with the shitty facial expression! Funny!!

Finally we finished the job and back home to take a nap at 6pm…damn sleepy! And getting ready to watch the soccer tonite!

Italy won!!! and I won a lot on majong too!!! GOAL!!! hahahahahh…..

Touching…Lucky girl that marryed a good guy!

In old days..she is the one who said dun wanna marry before 30..

and i said i must marry at around 25! God…you cheated us!

Remember those happy days…we three are the best girl friends in our class..

thanks for the memories u 2 gave me…

Form 6 & 7 is the best school life that i had!

Being MCs in the singing contest..a Geography group we were! still remember?! haha…funny classes…and funny group..the most mo liu activity group that we made..Lazy chairman and vice-chairmen we were! hahahahahhaa..NEVER arrange any activities until the teacher push us!!

Actually we did many fabulous stuffs in those times..

We were great team to win a lot in the Sports Days…right?!Elsie?! haha..u sucks..

As time past…i did foget a lot until i saw the pics u showed us in tonite’s wedding dinner..

SO TOUCHING…and i must confess that we did grow up already!

Stay cool with yr hus and i am sure that he is a good hus as his speech tonite!

my lovely Kim Yeung!

Still not get any calls from Ernest..that made my heart sink…no mood all day long..and tomorrow Shan need to go to Korea for 10 days to do her Miss HK works..I would be home alone for 10 days..thats make me feel depressed too…

Received phone calls from Carol Jei Jei..She said she is staying in QM now…many buddies there..

When i arrived there..i just staying with MeiMei to have a gals talk..Dun wanna play at all..Its great to talk with her…nice gal..

But then i get into the room..GOD! Its my sweet heart! DEON!!! She is there!! Hard to believe Deon would be here..and Clarence..Mr. Lo bon bon..Mandel Gor Gor..Alan Yip..Flower son….WOW~~~Great party here are!!! Buddies are here and the main point is : LONG TIME NO SEE! Miss ya so much!! :3

Get drunk easily bcos of upset and crazy playing 15 20 with Karyee, Anne, JackJack and MonMon..

Called Ernest finally….ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

I am not strong enough!

Yesterday was so great at the day time…happy isalnd and the new friends i met at the cigar shop in Central…intoduced by Twin Jei Jei..

But no more fun after the evening!! Argued with my bf…

Since i promised my ex to join their drink group at the afternoon..i still need to go at nite even i have no mood to play at all..

I treat Daniel as a normal friend after i am with Ernest now…i think he is the one i really get into him in these years..as Daniel before..he is my Mr. Big right now..

But its no more i can predict on Ernest after i have those argues with him..He is no more trustable! And its hard to pass through it i think..at least we both need to change our attitudes on some stuffs…

By the way, its ok to go out at that dark period..cant be staying at home all nite alone with the phone to wait for his call..i would be crazy if do so!

At first its alright for everything…but then…

Daniel begins to get drunk..and someone sing his song that he ordered..

That dude explained that he is asking his gf to marry him by phone! and need to sing that song to propose..its meaningful to both of them..

Daniel started to hold my hands and said, " i would like to sing this song to you in future..to pop the question…you know?!" DAMN!!!!! I would be glad if he said that to me three years ago!! But now?! NOWAY! SHITTTTT man…

You confused me…you pull me down to hell again..you know….

Cruel speech you had made!!!mannnnn….

Its a hard life for me after i chose to leave you..But then i know i was wrong..A real damn decision that i had made..Unfortunately, I cant chase back time then..I learnt a lot after we apart..I suffered a lot because of you and your family treated me too good before..You leaded me to grow up and being mature after i left you…I met a lot of shitty guys in these years..2 years…let me know a lot of this real world..widen and sharpen my eyes..I did treasure that..

I think i wont trust any guys then..but its "lucky" to meet Bongo last year..Finally he made me feel disappointed again…All friends around us were sure that we can make it..Poor destiny…You are belongs to Anne at last..Faith, lost again..Men, cant trust at all…

This incident drives me back to you again…I am sure that fate was responsible for our meeting.. How come i can met your buddy again through modelling.. And he did told me that you two just discussed me few days ago…You said i should be a good wife actually..that hurts when i heard that three years later! Just bcos i still have feeling to you…I do love you that i must confess..even at the past or future…

Finally i found my real love again! The third man that influenced my life! Although we are dating just for 3 months..i have a strong feel that he is my Mr. Big…Ernest matched all the requirements of Taro Cards and fortune tellers said as some years ago..I dunno i trust in this bcos of my superstition or I have already lose my faith..But the only thing i know is that, I do love Ernest that i have already forget Daniel when i am with him..

No phone calls until late nite…that let me feel depressed and get drunk easily..The time Daniel hold me tight…that made me feel uncomfortable and guilty..I get rid of his hands and ran away..even he said he would like to drive me home…I know i would get back to him if I promised to go with him at that moment..I came across then..It’s hard! His friends were clear of that..Persuaded me to go with him…Its a hard decision for me again!

But soon I found the way out! I need to cool down all the relationships and step my foot back..All we need is time..time can tell! right?!

Finally i ran into 21th and found Gary Gor Gor to play It’s real me…right?!?!

Long time no wake up at early morning like at 8 am!

Today is a great day that i ever have for a ship trip!

As i cant swim..i hate ship trip actually…but its requested from my model agency..so that i need to go even i dun wanna go. :p

By the way…its held by Red Bull that invited a lots of people to go there..

Bcos i am the Red Bull image gal..so that i have a chance to go.

Surprised me!! those guys i see are the one i met at clubbing or pubbing!

GREAT GREAT GREAT!!!

Despite of nite life…we can do the stuffs as healthy in the day time together!

Feeling so different and gorgeous!

We did have a fun time on the island!!

Nicole’s doggy is so cute! Learn swimming at an unusual way from Nicole! hahaha… little doggy keep on running away to escape from Nicole’s bloody hands..^O^

Today i did feel that its COOL to being a "victim"!! Those guys standing around me and pull all of their cold beers, coke, lemon tea onto my body under the shiny sun!! COOL and FUNNY!! Running into the sea and get a wash then!

COOL

THANKS RED BULL X 9999999999999